okayy,
im like sian.
so im posting agn.
yes i know,
eunice has absolutely no life.
its just that,
im been doing some serious thinking[after my piano lesson],
not that i always do.
i really sld start getting serious.
like no more slacking ard.
and practise the damn piano can.
everytime i feel like practising,
i'll just get disrupted by smthng dumb like yoyo scratching the fridge agn and i'll go play with him.
by the time i rmb that i sld have been practising the piano,
i just like don feel like touching the piano.
hai.
why cant i just get distinction for every grade without practising?
like im a child prodigy or smthng.
wldnt the wrld be sososo great thn?
haihaiahi.
but at least i don feel so bad when qwei tells me that she doesnt practise too and doesnt give a heck(:
mind you,
she's like taking her exam in feb and she doesnt even know her pieces(:
AND.
speaking of qwei,
don scare me lehh.
u like always so zi high one then suddenly sound like so depressed lorh.
cheer up larh:D
*always look on the bright side of life!
blahblahblahblahblahblah*
this has a tune you know.
hmm,
qwei sld know.

sigh.
so now my mum is asking me what im doing.
my sis is like 'she blogging!'
and my mum wants to see my blog:O
LIKE OVER MY DEAD BODY.
NOT EVEN MY DEAD BODY LARH.
my mum: 'so only friends can see larh, they more impt than your family larh. then call them to give you money larh. whole day only know how to ask for more money blahblahblah shit.'

like urgh.
sometimes just one eensyweensy(?) conversation with my mother can make me so pissed.
pls lorh.
I'VE LONG GIVEN UP ON ASKING YOU FOR EXTRA MONEY COS YOU NVR DO.
hah.
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..
..
okayy,
great.
i suddenly got a mental blogger's block and don feel like continuing.
so,
i guess i sld be going now cos this is starting to sound reeallyyyyy draggyyyyyyy.
thank you,
i know that's a lot of Ys(:
and starting to sound crappy too.
maybe its because im too pissed with my mother?
maybe its because i crapped too much in the day?
maybe its because tmr will be lessons per norm?
im sick of typing 'maybe its because'.
ANYWAY.
back to the sounding crappy thing.
90% of life is crap,
as quoted from 'sleeping freshmen nvr lie'.
its a good book.
go read it.

okayyy.
i think i sld stop here if not this post is really gona crap up cos im just typing aimlessly.
______

Dear Aunt Agga,
life does seem like shit smtimes, but it maybe it may still be like fun?depends on how you look at life lorh. but the thing is. sometimes whn you're going through and thinking about the fun times, thanking God, you suddenly feel so insecure, like you're afraid that all this is suddenly gona be taken away from you. then you'll be left with a pathetic nothing. how?
(signed)
insecure betty.

but you see.
eunice is an optimistic person and she likes to end her posts on a cheerful note.
so.

Dear insecure betty,
why bother so much? like worrying will help the situation. so, just heck and enjoy this happiness while you can. life is life. life is unfair. so? what can you do about it? just live the life which you believe in, as high as u can, thngs will turn out fine(:
(signed)
Aunty Agga.
xoxo
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i know i sound neurotic.
maybe i am.

OMG.
omgomg.
do you all know that its actually spelled as W-E-I-R-D?
weird.
not wierd.
i always spell it as wierd lorh.

okayy.
this time i really gtg lerh cos my mum's switching off the lights.
nites.