lets all stone in our dreams forever.

i feel so damn fked up right now.
that's why im here blogging.
just came back from piano lesson. it was the shittiest tng ever. and for once, i have no one else to blame other than myself.
every single friggin' week. in my father's car before every lesson, 'every one lesson $40 over, always dowan to practise blah blahblah'.
then whn i go reach her hse i cant play a single piece perfectly, cos i haven't been practising.
the disappointment. duno if its hers or mine.
i just feel so bad. promising myself to practise every week, then ending up just slacking away.

i've been rotting man. for everytng in my life.
i feel so tired. and pissed. fuck.
ffffffffffffffff.

at least i feel much btr now.

cursing really is the best was to relieve stress.
i tried chocolates.
it caused me a sore-throat.
it still hurts right now.

but seriously, its time to buck up.
did badly for the progress report tests.

smtimes bad tngs just keep on coming.
you know like sometimes when you gamble, you just hit an unlucky streak and lose every single game?
that means you have to get up and walk ard, yaknow, change the flow or smthng.
i guess thats the same.
yup.
i sld like create btr karma.
you know i've been reading.
this book on creating good karma for yourself.
my mom bought it from carrefour. $3 for one. that's the only reason she bought it lar huh.
anw, the point is that i read it okay.
its not easy to be a good person.
for a start, those swear words have got to go.

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i feel so bad leaving jaslynn to finish langarts.
hai, had to leave aft chionging out the report.
but i'll always rmb the glitters!
the whole room went crazeeee :D
i realise thats the first smiley face i have in this post.

omfgroflolmao.
yea, that's FOUR what-you-call-thats in a row ^^
i hope you geddit.
still got a shitload of projects and hmk left to do.
got geog tmr.
and piano agn.
cos on xcountry i had to skip one lesson.
shit aye.
and shit is NOT a bad word.
everybody shits.

omfgabc.
jj got blog de.

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for the record, i woke up naturally at 7.00am today.
the point is naturally.
without an alarm clock.
maybe im turning guai.
0:) (that's MY halo)
yea thr's no link.
haha no signal.

macdonalds has free internet connection.