went to lot 1.
ate.
took neos!
altho the machine pretty much sucks,
the neos turned out quite okay(:

feel so squashed up now.
so much work to do can.
and its 9.06 now.
you know smtimes whn you've a million thngs to do,
you just give up on cooking and start PROCRASTINATING.
oops.
sorryyy.
the word 'cooking' is totally not supposed to be thr.
cos im like eavesdropping on my mom talking to her friend,
and they happen to be talking about cooking chinese food.
wait,
im not eavesdropping okayy.
cos you don need to eavesdrop whn my mom's talking ever-so-loudly on her phone even tho she's sitting in front of the TV.
so i'll type that sentence out agn,
cos i'm lazy to backspace larh.
ahemm.
you just give up on even starting and start PROCRASTINATING.

"I hope this article has helped you gain a greater insight into the causes of procrastination and how you can overcome it. Realize that procrastination is caused by associating some form of pain or unpleasantness to the task you are contemplating. The way to overcome procrastination is simply to reduce the pain and increase the pleasure you associate with beginning a task, thus allowing you to overcome inertia and build positive forward momentum. And if you begin any task again and again, you will ultimately finish it."

yes.
i just wasted 10mins of my life away reading an article on procrastination.
and how to overcome it.
hmmm.
yar,
i dont really understand it larh.
(:

oh yarh.
thr's another thing.
i dont get a steady weekly allowance now larh.
cos i used to get money from my mom,
but now she always says my dad's in charge of allowance.
whn i ask my dad he always says that he hasn't got enough money.
so he wants to give me allowance on a daily basis.
and i keep on forgetting to get money from my dad.
so i end up with like $10 a week?!
like wth?

eunice has got LOADS of homework left,
but she doesn't feel like doing cos no mtr how much she does it doesn't seem to get any lesser.
okayy,
i know im a little exaxerating,
[aiyah duno how to spell larh.]
but ARGH.
whats friggin' wrong with me??
what's friggin' wrong with eunice??

so,
as the procrastination article states:

First, thinking that you absolutely have to do something is a major reason for procrastination. When you tell yourself that you have to do something, you're implying that you're being forced to do it, so you'll automatically feel a sense of resentment and rebellion. Procrastination kicks in as a defense mechanism to keep you away from this pain. If the task you are putting off has a real deadline, then when the deadline gets very close, the sense of pain associated with the task becomes overridden by the much greater sense of pain if you don't get started immediately.

The solution to this first mental block is to realize and accept that you don't have to do anything you don't want to do. Even though there may be serious consequences, you are always free to choose. No one is forcing you to run your business the way you do. All the decisions you've made along the way have brought you to where you are today. If you don't like where you've ended up, you're free to start making different decisions, and new results will follow. Also be aware that you don't procrastinate in every area of your life. Even the worst procrastinators have areas where they never procrastinate. Perhaps you never miss your favorite TV show, or you always manage to check your favorite online forums each day. In each situation the freedom of choice is yours. So if you're putting off starting that new project you feel you "have to" do this year, realize that you're choosing to do it of your own free will. Procrastination becomes less likely on tasks that you openly and freely choose to undertake.

what the fk?
i don wana do the fking math wkst thats so damn undo-able.

fkfkfk.
very sian now lehh.
i got this sudden urge to off the comp cos i so sick and tired of the sound the CPU
makesss.
you know the fan sound?
hai.

life.
is.
crap.

luckily.
kinder.
bueno.
makes.
it.
a.
little.
btr.

:D